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Every endless night, has a dawning day
Every darkest sky, has a shining ray
And it shines on you, baby can’t you see
It takes a lot to laugh, as your tears go by
But you can find me here, til your tears run dry
You’re the only one, who can shine for me

"Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs even though checkered by failure, than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much because they live in the gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat."
    ~~Theodore Roosevelt~~

I am a designer first that’s my passion. I have a deep respect for the power of motion graphics as a tool for communication.

Over the last year, I have been fortunate to have established myself and my own company, as a creative force in the small, but rapidly expanding, world of motion graphics on the web (locally). I’ve done it through very hard work, but also through the development of a process both from the standpoint of a designer, as well as someone who really understands how to get the most out of Flash. It’s this process that permeates every aspect of every design I turn out here. It’s proven and need to improve more. I need to work the hardest. Talent isn’t enough.

Designed by Jaja Gothique^Death (originally posted in PGX.com.my)
Location: Pustaka Negeri Sarawak

Yesterday was a bit unfortunate. The riding was like madness especialy the ride at the winding road to Telaga Air. Yesterday I got injury when swimming and got deep cuts at my hand and knee. The Rambungan shore was so wild and strong and I was knocked into a shipwreck. Yesterday I followed a trip to Rambungan with some "mIRC chatters". I swim alone (because some others afraid to take off their clothes :P), owh how boring until I got the slices in my hand. Blood stains was red and thick.

Last night, my heart was uneasy. Maximum pressure? Terminal velocity? Sorrow? Soon that I know the truth about what happening at that early morning, I feel so cold. Ahhhh its happening again. At 180km/j I sprint along Satok road in order to runaway from this feeling. Nearly drive my life away when trying to avoid a bastard drunk Iswara driver negotiating the same path before the Jambatan Tun Abdul Rahman Yaakub before I parked at Masja.

Then I realised that I could not change the past. I have been here before haven’t I? Why must I be like this? Must I be like this? I must wake up. Must I wake up?

I returned home and find out my PC’s still running and a song keeps repeating. Nazir’s favourite song ….. I leave the computer open and let my eyes dry. Can’t imagine driving nearly 200km/j in the blind night.

Aku tak mengerti … apa yang kurasa,
Rindu yang tak pernah … begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu …
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan … hidupku untukmu,
Telah kurelakan … hatiku padamu,
Namun kau masih bisu … diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara …

Baru kusadari …
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku …

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku,
Semoga akan datang keajaiban, hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu …
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu …

Taken from Dewa’s song ; Pupus

When I woke up … I am still I am. Alhamdulillah. For there is still hope, I will be riding for life.

Tasks completed:

• Completed montage
• Completed FaradaleMedia multimedia training (invoice given)

New tasks:

• Rakan Sarawak interactive
• J8? or coming soon