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"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
twenty seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father’s come to pass

twenty seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Song by Greenday

*Specially to someone that I love her so much, no matter where she is…

Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Walillahilhamdu…

I am so happy to be what I am today, what I have achieved so far, what I got in hand, what I have learnt and could apply, the friends that I make, the faith given to me … all came from Allah SWT. I know that sometimes I forgot to thank Allah for His mercy and love.

From the mistakes that I made in between year 1997-2000, I have learnt so much. I do not want anyone to follow like me, because I am not like what I am look right now but I am want to be realistic and very careful. I really mean what I say because I do not like to say about anything that what I cannot do, that which I did not master (yet), that which I never achieved. I am happy NOW that I have changed, I have learnt a lot …

I do not know what will happen in the coming years. But now I am working hard on it. Perhaps I will gamble for it, perhaps I am buying it. Now is the time to prepare.

Thanks all for now. Thank you for the birthday wishes, hope and everything.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Taala Wabarakatuh…

I should write it to remember it.

Here I am sitting in the office, planning to go for dinner (alone) after I write this blog.

Back again 2 weeks ago when I receive a confirmation about the multimedia project for 45th Years Anniversary of PBB on 16-17 September in Miri. I had to cancel my trip to KL (AirAsia RM9.99 ticket) to concentrate on this. This project was managed by Pn Maria Salleh, Head Design of Radio Television Malaysia, Kuching. I was assigned to do the videoclip of PBB and montage.

At first I thougth it was only for the montage and video, but when it came at last for the whole corporate logo design, templates, backdrops, banners and many more. Montage alone would have several 3d animations, visual effects, sound editing, image sourcing & aditing and bla bla bla …

Well this Pn Maria was so ‘laser’ and off course at first I was shocked to work with this i-don’t-know-how-to-say lady lah. This kind of job looks so easy but it is truely complicated to work with the Datuks, demanding people of course politician. A lot of sensitive issues …. well you know politics.

For me things must get done. I bring Mervin, Asri and Yatie to assist. Dan and Joe comes later. Well we did it well eventhough it is a last minute job. I don’t know how it will be completed?

Wahhhh this September I had so many things to do and problem. In the early morning of 5th Sept, my big bike nearly stolen just in front of the office while I am doing the PBB thinghy. What the fucking shit thief trying to get on my bike. For damage, I loss RM400. Then I had no transportation, so I sleep in the office for the rest of the weeks to complete my job. What the shit and what the fuck!Ohhhh I can’t go to KL with Apis. I really want to see someone there arghhh!!!!! But i can’t now I become the ‘project manager’ for my team. Then I make it clear. This must have good reward for me if I do this the best.

And then forward to 3 days ago, our team fly to Miri and prepares the Opening Ceremony … well it is all there. I could see Mervin’s job done … Yatie’s banner in the Miri’s Indoor Stadium. It was so nice to see it there, and off course my LOGO is there! Feel great! That nigth we sleep at Eastwood Gold and Country Club chalet, Miri. Briefly on the Friday is the launching ceremony by the CM Pehin Sri and closing on the next day. My part is for the dinner on the 17th. I can’t remember my montage and video has to be many versions and go a lot of amendments, changes and proof readings. Work like hell because video editing is one time-consuming process consist of video rendering, effects and cutting here and there.

Now, those teaches me a lot of things. I can’t really write much. Thanks to Pn Maria, my team; Mervin, Yatie, Hasri, Dan, Joe for the good jobs and some more with their supports. CM was happy, and nobody comment my job so far and I am so happy to see the papers with our design there (but still without my official logo, can’t they put it there?)

Some more important thing:

• Walking to Boulevard from my aunt’s house
• Met Aziz Sattar, Yusni Jaafar and Ahmad Fauzi (Singer)
• Bought Anuar Zain karaoke CD at Boulevard
• See the pictures for more … it tell a lot, okay?

  with Memeng?

Merajuk ngan Fauziah

At the chalet